The Life of Rasu 48: My Loss of Individuality
Hey Everybody. Welcome back to my blog... for the few who are still reading it. Though no one really ever comments anymore (hint hint COMMENT MORE YOU FOOLS hint hint), so not sure even WHO is reading it. Wonder if this is just getting read on my myspace, and not my blogspot, which i put SO MUCH WORK INTO! RARGH!!!
Anyway, its been a pretty big week for me, but unfortunately I havent got a video blog. Im really sorry guys. In it's place, I have included an absolutely hilarious video which I suggest you all watch.
Anyways, lets reflect on the week that was. Ok, well basically the only important day was thursday, so lets look at that.
Firstly, the big topic. It was Valentines Day. Goddamm bloody Valentines Day. Now don't get me wrong, I absolutely adore Valentines Day.... when i'm WITH someone! Its a great day of expressing your love, and i use to think that those who hated it just didnt understand it because they had never had a boyfriend or girlfriend.
Well this is my first time in a while i've had a Valentines Day alone, and lemme say, i was pretty miserable. Now i know what those people mean, though i still think im right in what i said about them above. But still, Valentines Day is very depressing for those who don't have a Valentines. And it makes me lonely. Actually, i've been feeling very lonely lately.
I've (and i hate to use the word desperately, but its true) desperately been trying to find a girlfriend lately. Anyone, just anyone!!! I dont care about outside looks, its personality i care about. And i've been looking and trying and looking and trying... and what the fuck do i have to show for it! NOTHING!!!
Not to mention this one girl at uni, possibly the ONLY GIRL in ALL OF FILM AND TV who is really really nice to me, and i EXTREMELY like, turns out she JUST got a brand new boyfriend.... a captain of a FOOTBALL TEAM!!! I MEAN HOW THE FUCK CAN I COMPETE WITH THAT!! (as britty would say): RARRRGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!! *turns into Hulk and punches wall*
So that was my Valentines day... but to what i ACTUALLY DID on the day.
You see, i get thursdays off, and i was happily invited back to my old high-school to give a speech to all the students about how to survive year 12! Well, it was absolutely smashing meeting everyone again, espeially Lucy!! <3>
Now i should add some backstory at this point. I did a comedy act when i was at high-school and got thrown off stage for being too edgy, too rude, and too racist! Now, before i got up to do my speech, the teachers (all of em) WARNED me NOT to have a repeat of my comedy show incident. LOL
So what happened? i basically did a comedy show! HAH REBEL!!! Nah, but i did do alot of comedy, and it was great. the teachers loved it, and definately the students ABSOLUTELY CRACKED UP! lol it was great fun
So that night, me and Nick went to see Jumper at the movies. And as im waiting for him, a bunch of yr 10's and 9's and possibly 11's come up to me, AT HARBOUR TOWN, and are all like 'Dude, ur the funny dude, u were so funny dude, awesome speech man!' I was like WTF u serious!!! LOL HEHE
So now thursday is over and done with, and i've done my little rant, onto today.
Today was a very crushing day for me, since today i lost my individuality. What do u mean? well 2 reasons. 1, my room was completely cleaned out of mess, and a new bed was put in, and now my room looks as bland as eva
But the second and bigger reason, is that alot of people started Uni, or starting orientation week. Which means no longer can i say WELL IM THE ONLY ONE IN UNI!!! ARGH NO! the fun of it is gone!!! WAHHHH hehe
Anyways, heres this funny video i promised u. Its of a game reviewer, who speaks very fast with no punctuation, and takes the absolute piss out of games. Look up Zero Punctuation, or go to my site TheBrickheads.com if u wanna watch more
Right now, im gunna go cry myself to sleep for being lonely and wishing i wasnt as ugly as i am... or maybe that girls would FUCKING look past my looks for once.
Lataz, ~Rasu...
Anyway, its been a pretty big week for me, but unfortunately I havent got a video blog. Im really sorry guys. In it's place, I have included an absolutely hilarious video which I suggest you all watch.
Anyways, lets reflect on the week that was. Ok, well basically the only important day was thursday, so lets look at that.
Firstly, the big topic. It was Valentines Day. Goddamm bloody Valentines Day. Now don't get me wrong, I absolutely adore Valentines Day.... when i'm WITH someone! Its a great day of expressing your love, and i use to think that those who hated it just didnt understand it because they had never had a boyfriend or girlfriend.
Well this is my first time in a while i've had a Valentines Day alone, and lemme say, i was pretty miserable. Now i know what those people mean, though i still think im right in what i said about them above. But still, Valentines Day is very depressing for those who don't have a Valentines. And it makes me lonely. Actually, i've been feeling very lonely lately.
I've (and i hate to use the word desperately, but its true) desperately been trying to find a girlfriend lately. Anyone, just anyone!!! I dont care about outside looks, its personality i care about. And i've been looking and trying and looking and trying... and what the fuck do i have to show for it! NOTHING!!!
Not to mention this one girl at uni, possibly the ONLY GIRL in ALL OF FILM AND TV who is really really nice to me, and i EXTREMELY like, turns out she JUST got a brand new boyfriend.... a captain of a FOOTBALL TEAM!!! I MEAN HOW THE FUCK CAN I COMPETE WITH THAT!! (as britty would say): RARRRGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!! *turns into Hulk and punches wall*
So that was my Valentines day... but to what i ACTUALLY DID on the day.
You see, i get thursdays off, and i was happily invited back to my old high-school to give a speech to all the students about how to survive year 12! Well, it was absolutely smashing meeting everyone again, espeially Lucy!! <3>
Now i should add some backstory at this point. I did a comedy act when i was at high-school and got thrown off stage for being too edgy, too rude, and too racist! Now, before i got up to do my speech, the teachers (all of em) WARNED me NOT to have a repeat of my comedy show incident. LOL
So what happened? i basically did a comedy show! HAH REBEL!!! Nah, but i did do alot of comedy, and it was great. the teachers loved it, and definately the students ABSOLUTELY CRACKED UP! lol it was great fun
So that night, me and Nick went to see Jumper at the movies. And as im waiting for him, a bunch of yr 10's and 9's and possibly 11's come up to me, AT HARBOUR TOWN, and are all like 'Dude, ur the funny dude, u were so funny dude, awesome speech man!' I was like WTF u serious!!! LOL HEHE
So now thursday is over and done with, and i've done my little rant, onto today.
Today was a very crushing day for me, since today i lost my individuality. What do u mean? well 2 reasons. 1, my room was completely cleaned out of mess, and a new bed was put in, and now my room looks as bland as eva
But the second and bigger reason, is that alot of people started Uni, or starting orientation week. Which means no longer can i say WELL IM THE ONLY ONE IN UNI!!! ARGH NO! the fun of it is gone!!! WAHHHH hehe
Anyways, heres this funny video i promised u. Its of a game reviewer, who speaks very fast with no punctuation, and takes the absolute piss out of games. Look up Zero Punctuation, or go to my site TheBrickheads.com if u wanna watch more
Right now, im gunna go cry myself to sleep for being lonely and wishing i wasnt as ugly as i am... or maybe that girls would FUCKING look past my looks for once.
Lataz, ~Rasu...
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I do read your blog and I do enjoy it. Honestly. I just wanted let you know.
It was very nice to see you at school. I wish i could have seen your comedy at IGC. I had to go to ESL class. Goddamn it!
Anyways, How was Jumper? Was it good? I'm planning to go see it tomorrow with Liam, not going to swimming carnival. Someone told me I'm getting detention if I don't go.
...........well, WHO FUCKING CARES!!!!! hehe
Well, about a girl.
You don't have to be good-looking or something like that piece of shit. You have something inside of you. When someone find it within you, she is a real one.
It sometimes doesn't work if you TRY to find or make gf. Wait 'til you find someone. You don't wanna any skunks, right? This is my opinion, and my experience.
When I was trying to find someone, I'd never found. When I went to my friend's farewell party, there was a chick, I talked to her as usual I do to people that I met first time. And after a while, I was like "This is the one!" . So I attacked, and I started going out with her.
I hope you are doing cool like you used to do at school at Uni.
See you around